You chose someone who’s “not ready for anything serious
Your phone is a cold piece of glass in your palm at two in the morning, yet it feels like the only tether you have left to the world. You have checked his Instagram four times since your head hit the pillow, and you have drafted a text you know you shouldn't send, perhaps you […]
The silence is a physical weight that has settled over your bedroom. Three days ago he was there and today he is a ghost. You are staring at a text thread that ends with your own vulnerability, waiting for bubbles that never rise, feeling the literal ache in your chest that researchers have measured as […]
The vibration of your phone against the nightstand at three in the morning is a lightning bolt that travels straight to your soul. You were finally drifting off, finally finding a sliver of peace after a week of silence, but then his name flashes on the screen. It is a simple text, perhaps just a […]
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You’ve asked yourself the question a hundred times. “Why do I keep attracting unavailable men?” And you’ve gotten the same unsatisfying answers. “You need to love yourself first.” “Raise your standards.” “Stop picking the same type.” As if you haven’t tried. As if you chose this pattern on purpose. Here’s what nobody tells you: you’re […]
You did it again. You chose someone who's "not ready for anything serious." Someone who pulls away the moment you lean in. Someone who gives you just enough attention to keep you hooked but never enough to feel secure. And you know better. You've read the books. You can recite attachment theory in your sleep. […]
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Hi there people, this is a blog to let you in on my slightly tilted magical world. I come from the heart of it all. and I am a universal translator. Infact I talk to everything ,the deva of my car and computer, the ent in my yard ,water before I drink it, puppys..(ha my […]